Wouldn’t you know it? Last night I got a call saying that the massage therapist had to change my appointment. I could not have my massage today after all. It is rescheduled for this Tuesday after radiation.
So…I pondered what I was going to do about touching base with Isable and her mom since that would set our appointment times so far apart? I decided that I would have a hot chocolate while waiting for them to arrive and then go back to the Radiology/Oncology waiting room to speak to her mom. I saw them as they came in a bit early and waited just a few moments to give them time to get settled. I went back to Radiology/Oncology and approached Sylvia, Isable’s mom and introduced myself letting her know that I had met Isable the week before and that I too am a patient.
Isable is a 17 year old who attends Washington High School, much younger than what I thought. She has been doing her schooling at home since starting treatment. Sylvia had a very hard time talking about Isable’s illness without crying, as you can well imagine. You can tell how very much she loves her daughter and wants her to be well. I told her that I cannot even imagine watching your child go through this. At this time of her life Isable should be happily dreaming about her future. Instead cancer has intruded in her life and she has had to endure chemotherapy and radiation and so much more. That is tough stuff even for an adult let alone a 17 year old. I am so sad and angry thinking about it. Not angry at God…just ANGRY.
Sylvia said that they attend St. Matthew’s (I think) and that the congregation there is praying for Isable. This was after I asked her if she had family members and a church that was supporting them through this time. I shared with her that I could not face this time in my life without God. She did not make any comment.
I asked her for their address so I can send Isable a card. I will also send one to Sylvia. It was a good visit for the first time. It is my intent to continue to stay in touch with them if they will allow me to. I will hopefully be able to see them and talk to them again this coming Tuesday after my appointment.
~We appreciate your prayers as the Lord leads you. I think as I share what is going on you have an idea of what to pray for.
Psalm 62:5
My soul, wait thou only on God; for my expectation is from HIM.
Love,
Carmel
Mom, I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again. I truely believe that God is using you and has possibly made you go through this not only to make your faith stronger in Him but also to be an example/witness for others. I hope that soon you will be able to talk to Isabel. You are in my prayers.
Carmel,
I want you to know that I am keeping you and Curt in my prayers. I just finished reading most of your June updates. I loved the neighbor’s response about the big C. Yes, Christ is our BIG C. What a wonderful Savior we have Who loves and cares for us beyond what we can ever comprehend. This brings my love and prayers to you. Fran Feiser